"PORN STAR" lyrics

Big man, small talk
Looking at me like my clothes off
When I tell you bout my bad thoughts
(Ah ah ah)
Lean in, want more
Like the candy from the drugstore
Take my trauma like it's all yours
(Ah ah ah)

Every time you look at me
I feel just like a magazine
I'm not here
I'm just a doll here
You love to see me fall apart
Turned on by my broken heart
Well if that's what gets you off...

Then maybe I'm a porn star
Out here getting fucked
When I get messy
You just eat it up
Yeah I know you're watching
You can't get enough
(Uh, uh)
Maybe I'm a porn star
Down here on my knees
Choking on the drama
Biggest that you've seen
Giving you that pleasure
Every time I scream
(Uh, uh, ah-ah)

I'm really pretty when I start to cry
Even hotter when I wanna die
So depressive that's your archetype
(Ah ah ah)
Tryna fix me like a narcissist
I stick it out like I'm a masochist
Yeah you know got the saddest bitch
(Ah ah ah)

Every time you look at me
I feel just like a magazine
I'm not here
I'm just a doll here
You love to see me fall apart
Turned on by my broken heart
Well if that's what gets you off...

Then maybe I'm a porn star
Out here getting fucked
When I get messy
You just eat it up
Yeah I know you're watching
You can't get enough
(Uh, uh)
Maybe I'm a porn star
Down here on my knees
Choking on the drama
Biggest that you've seen
Giving you that pleasure
Every time I scream
(Uh, uh, ah ah ah)

Pain and pressure that's your reverie
Every time I scream
Shame and pleasure flash across your screen
Every time I scream

Then maybe I'm a porn star
Out here getting fucked
When I get messy
You just eat it up
Yeah I know you're watching
You can't get enough
(Uh, uh)
Maybe I'm a porn star
Down here on my knees
Choking on the drama
Biggest that you've seen
Giving you that pleasure
Every time I scream
(Uh, uh, ah ah ah)