"Weight Of The World" lyrics

Pacing back and forth as I'm peaking out the blinds
Drowning in the bottle as I slowly lose my mind
Try to get a grip but I am losing all control
Haunted by the past, my closet’s full of blood and bones
I get no respect 'cause I'm living in your shadow
Always talkin’ shit, got me living on a tightrope
Gotta sell myself just so I can go viral
So opinionated, got me going psycho

Can you feel the winds of change?
Losing myself in the waves
Won't you be my safety net for falling in?
I think I need a friend
Can you feel the winds of change?
Losing myself in the waves
It's easy to start sinking in
Is this the fuckin' end?

(I heard you hate me, oh well)
You can never hate me more than I can hate myself
If I could change the past, I would walk my ass through hell
If I could take a different path, I wouldn't sit and dwell
I can't find my way, I've been living in the shadows
I've been self-destructive, falling over after shows
Dragging everybody that I love down like a cutthroat
The story of my life so far’s a fucking tightrope

Can you feel the winds of change?
Losing myself in the waves
Won’t you be my safety net for falling in?
I think I need a friend
Can you feel the winds of change?
Losing myself in the waves
It's easy to start sinking in
Is this the fuckin’ end?

As I sink to the ocean floor
No service anymore
I feel the weight of the world
(Weight of the world)
As I sink to the ocean floor
No service anymore
I feel the weight of the world

Can you feel the winds of change?
Losing myself in the waves
Won't you be my safety net for falling in?
I think I need a friend
Can you feel the winds of change?
Losing myself in the waves
It's easy to start sinking in
Is this the fuckin' end?