"Narcissist" lyrics

I never listen to nobody, I'm a fuckin' mess
I got everything I wanted, yet I'm still depressed
Flunk this life that I'm livin' like a fuckin' test
Know what they say about the wicked, we don't get no rest
Talkin' to myself, I guess I'm just a narcissist
Spittin' fire on the track like a arsonist
Been out my mind so long can't find that I'm just lost in this
You wanna be the boss, you gotta pay the cost for this
I was talkin' to myself like a narcissist
Havin' dreams of puttin' bullets in some officers
If it's white sheets in my yard, burnin' crosses
I'm puttin' pigs in a blanket, smoked sausages
I was talkin' to myself like a weirdo
But everything that I'm saying's crystal-clear though
Walkin' through the valley of death with no fear though
Voices in my head, that only I can hear though

I was talkin' to myself like a narcissist
Loadin' thirty bullets up in extended cartridges
I keep a body bag to clean up the carcasses
The knife I stabbed you with was dull, I have to sharpen it
I was talkin' to myself like a schizophrenic
Feelin' like a alien, I'm from another planet
Bein' a black man's hell on earth, I can't stand it
'Cause everybody really hate niggas, goddammit
I was talkin' to myself, I'm feelin' suicidal
But I kill 'em all with kindness 'cause I'm homicidal
I watched the whole game change on my arrival
They got that wicked shit from me, I put that on the Bible
Talkin' to myself, I hear no, see no, say no evil
I'm a narcissist, but still, I wanna help people
Talkin' to myself but feelin' kinda helpless
It's lonely at the top, the world is starvin' and I'm selfish
Talkin' to myself, I'll show you what wealth is
I'm a narcissist, I'm a narcissist
Talkin' to myself, I'll show you what wealth is
I'm a narcissist, I'm a narcissist