"airplane" lyrics

I rode a plane across the sea
You were embarrassed just to look in my eyes
When I'm drunk and I'm alone is when I think about you most of the time
And I can pinpoint every moment
That I'm sure I went and ruined the night
I can apologize but I cannot undo the way I pushed you aside

I will be more than you thought of me
You said I owe an apology
You're probably speaking truth
I do not care that you wanted me
I lose myself in a fever dream
I love you, babe
And it's all because I'm stuck on proving something

I rode a plane across the sea
You were embarrassed just to look in my eyes
When I'm drunk and I'm alone is when I think about you most of the time
And I can pinpoint every moment
That I'm sure I went and ruined the night
I can apologize but I cannot undo the way I pushed you aside

I am a fast, high caliber bullet
I will not crumble down or fall before your feet
I am the eighth lane start of the track meet
I cannot give to you what sits inside of me

I rode a plane across the sea
You were embarrassed just to look in my eyes
When I'm drunk and I'm alone is when I think about you most of the time
And I can pinpoint every moment
That I'm sure I went and ruined the night
I can apologize but I cannot undo the way I pushed you aside