"fine china" lyrics

I swear if you help me
I won't blow it all
I'm not sure I'm ready
For all that's to come
And give me your blessing
I'll give you a gun
I am obsessive with what I wanna become
Race me to Eden
I'll let you dust it
I am a heathen, a saint
And a bus ticket away from you, baby
Away from you, baby

You are the only savior
Ten thousand miles through the Western Mesa
Your golden gaze
Your body, brown and hazel
And I'll hold you like fine china
I'm scared of cats and angels
And I'm made to let you down and I'm unstable
Afraid of losing you and I get rageful
Oh, I swear that I could cry now

And I will be quick and short and
I believe that time, it is important
I just need a little space
To think and breathe
And kinda forget everything that isn't worth it

You are the only savior
Ten thousand miles through the Western Mesa
Your golden gaze
Your body, brown and hazel
And I'll hold you like fine china
I'm scared of cats and angels
And I'm made to let you down and I'm unstable
Afraid of losing you and I get rageful
Oh, I swear that I could cry now

I swear that I can be mean too
I'll break my back just to see you
My walls, my door, and my one roof
Give me a bandage, I'll bleed through
You know that I'm a sucker for the things that I hold true
I'll be young and dumb until I die and I want to
I'll be by your side until you leave in the morning
Don't tell me that you love me
Tell me that I'm important

You are the only savior
Ten thousand miles through the Western Mesa
Your golden gaze
Your body, brown and hazel
And I'll hold you like fine china
I'm scared of cats and angels
And I'm made to let you down and I'm unstable
Afraid of losing you and I get rageful
Oh, I swear that I could cry now