"double cup" lyrics

It's early in the morning baby
What have we done?
I'm thinking of you more
Than I probably should

And I met your new boyfriend
Down at the bar
He's a real big man with a real big scar

Tonight
You're looking like I've never seen you before
Like a brand new man
Like I'm six foot four

And I wanna be your lover
Wanna be a friend
Everything I'm doing
Is for you in the end

Oh it's over my body
Over my head
One day everybody here
Is gonna be dead

Tell me baby
Do you wanna take that chance?
I'm here and I'm waiting
With blood on my hands
Oh

When I think about it all I wanna do
Is lock up all the windows in my home
Light up a big fatty
Cause I had to be
The worst man you had ever known

I never got to tell you what I wanted
I was busy ruining it all on my own
And if you ever got the chance to tell me
How you're feeling then I didn't wanna know

And every time I wanted something
I was feeling guilty and I wanna make it known
I knew what you were doing and it wasn't nothing to me
Back in 2024

And every time I see you
I will tell you that I love you
And I wanna make it whole

And I don't even mean it
I just wanna know if I can really do it
On my own

You don't give a shit about me
I don't give a shit about you either
And it's cool

But lately I been missing you
And I just wanna know if there is something I can do

Baby do you talk about me
How I think you talk about me?
Tell me is it true?

Tell me what you heard about me
What do they say?
Is it all bad news?

I had a bad dream last night
And I woke up
And I thought about you

Been intoxicated four weeks straight now babe
When I'm back I won't remember how to say your name
Mixing beer and whiskey double cup is fun until it ain't
I am one of hundred thousand who would die to see your face

Throw a rock into my car while I am driving on the freeway
I will not forgive you til I'm dead
And that is okay

I'm moving forward but I miss you in the worst way
I swear I'd love you if you ever put my first babe