"radio earth to sun god" lyrics

There's a photo
On the east side of town
Buried under the ground
Where the roads close
I was afraid to look down
But it'd be around if you showed up

And I'm sorry that I ever stopped calling
You talk too much and it's flawless
You're a beauty, an angel, a goddess
And you get what you say
When you want it

I'm a scared, scared man but I got it
I say you're angry at me for a profit
I tried to play the machine and I lost it

How far from home now are you?
You never had a reason to stay
I waste away, we argue
You're giving me the worst you can say

Down eighty-five, I'll haunt you
Tell me can you hear my voice?
I'm scared now more than ever
And I'm proud you made that choice

I'll never know why
But I can't resist you
Ain't gonna know why
But I never missed you

I shoulda took time
And just pressed the issue
Don't wanna waste mine
It feels like you need to