"spaceman" lyrics

I'm a little lost here
If you wanted me to make it better
Why I gotta do it alone?
And everything I'm doing is to show that I can be what you want, now
And I know it isn't good for anybody but I gotta keep calling

I got a lady (Ooh)
Blue-eyed baby and she lives way out in Montana
And we rush back in on the feeling of freedom and anger
When you touched my skin every question had found every answer
Baby, I just wanna love you (Aah, aah)
Keep me at the corner of the party you were asking me to come to
I know I can get a little mad and I wish that it was not true (Aah, aah)
Askin' me to care a little less, you're expectin' me to hate you

The sunset stole my thunder
This is where I pay my dues
The part of me that lingers makes excuses up for you
Houston, ground to pilot
This is not what I want to do
The air is thick with silence
I'm your spaceman, watch me move
I wear my clothes, you wear designer
I done bet my life on you
Sit me down and make me buy it
I don't know why you're confused

I know you got along with him
It never take too long for a young man to figure out how he went wrong with it
I see the pictures of you with him and I'm angry
I saw you moving at the show and felt the same thing
I would've given you everything but you hate me
Sayin' I don't really gotta feel a way, I'm doing this okay

I want you selfishly, my lover
I realize I won't get far
Can you see what I've been seein'?
I wish I had the nerve to tell you all that I've been meaning
Where did all this hatred come from every time I get near it?