"What Happened?" lyrics

I've seen you before in a dream I had a long, long time ago
But haven't dreamt the past few months or so
And I heard you in a place I spent many nights alone
But haven't heard you since I moved back home

I've come to realize this ain't temporary countless times I've tried to bury
Everything that makes me who I am
I've come to find I've been chasing something
Evenings spent just mindless strumming
Writing all my feelings away, away, away, away

Why is it never like the movies?
How was it so easy to lose me?
I don't want to feel like this
But I can't remember why I exist
I don't know when the hell I lost it
Brains so busy it's hard to process
Trying to figure out
What happened?
What happened?
What happened to me?
What happened?

Well I still wish you'd come around
You won't visit anymore but I've been waiting on ya
And I'll keep waiting on ya
But something tells me these times different
I'm paralyzed in this condition
Thinking maybe you're not gone, maybe you're not gone
But nothing feels like it did before
I miss you knocking on my door
But damn it's been so long, damn it's been so long

Why is it never like the movies?
How was it so easy to lose me?
I don't want to feel like this
But I can't remember why I exist
I don't know when the hell I lost it
Brains so busy it's hard to process
Trying to figure out
What happened?
What happened?
What happened to me?
What happened?