"SEROTONIN SERENADE" lyrics

Can you imagine
What this could've been?
If I hadn't wrecked it
And you didn't drag me down into
Black hole big enough to swallow me whole
I started picking up the pieces
I guess I'm going alone
I said this would be the last time
Now it's sending my heart into a flat line
Is there anybody out there?

It's getting hard to feel you
And I only see you in the rear view
I just can't believe you
Would let the ocean take me
Emotions come and crash like waves
And now I'm in this bed I made
Nothing ever feels the same
In this serotonin serenade

How did this happen?
Was it something I did?
Cause this isolation and thoughts frustrating
It's a viscous cycle I'm suffocating
When you're blacked out
Fetal in the bottom of a bottle
It can be hard to see through the glass out
Pull me out like the threading of a needle
Tell me can you hear me now?

It's getting hard to feel you
And I only see you in the rear view
I just can't believe you
Would let the ocean take me
Emotions come and crash like waves
And now I'm in this bed I made
Nothing ever feels the same
In this serotonin serenade

I feel myself crash into you
I can't escape these memories
I have for you
I feel my heart break into two
Everything I thought this was
A dream of you
And if I go tomorrow just know my love
That everything I am is because of
You promised me forever
And I'll wait for you there
Nothing keeps me from you
Just know I cared