"DECADES" lyrics

I'm sick and tired of feeling helpless
(Helpless, helpless)
We always sink into a downward spiral
It all feels like and up hill battle

(It all feels like and up hill battle)

I sit in silence and it's killing me
Your words they come and cut through me like a blade
I hear your voice it's like a lucid dream
But I can't tell if I'm awake or asleep
Your tears fall around your feet like rain
My fears are trauma causing all this pain
Get me out of this
Get me out of this
Psychosocial rerun
I try to feel ya but it all goes numb

And now there's an ocean in between us
I've done it all, but it's never enough

I'm sick and tired of feeling helpless
(Helpless, helpless)
We always sink into a downward spiral
It all feels like and up hill battle
I'm falling apart
I'm searching for solace
Tell me where do we start?
Help me find the reason why we
We always sink into a downward spiral
It all feels like an uphill battle

It's how it has to be
I know it's wrong for me
But I can't help thinking that it's time to see
That these four walls talking ain't sposed to be
Sittin in misery
Isn't good for me but
Neither is the feeling of empathy
Was it out of malice or apathy?
And now there's an ocean in between us
I've done it all, but it's never enough
Left in the ruins, a life too tough
Now it's time for me to call your bluff

I'm sick and tired of feeling helpless
(Helpless, helpless)
We always sink into a downward spiral
It all feels like and up hill battle
I'm falling apart
I'm searching for solace
Tell me where do we start?
Help me find the reason why we
We always sink into a downward spiral
It all feels like an uphill battle

(I'm falling apart
I'm searching for solace
Tell me where do we start?
Help me find the reason why we)

I'm sick and tired of feeling helpless
(Helpless, helpless)
We always sink into a downward spiral
It all feels like and up hill battle