"a million pieces" lyrics

Arson

Suddenly, I'm older
Feel the waves push down on me
Nights have grown colder
Stuck inside. When will I leave?
Suffocate slower
Sometimes I know you'll give up on me
So I'll be like Homer, disappear through the shrubbery

But in the meantime, I'll break myself into a million pieces
Hiding in the walls where no one sees me
In this cursed apartment, I'll be waiting, waiting for a chance to escape

I'm done, left in a million pieces
I'm planning my demise
And you said oh so many reasons
Maybe this is good-bye
Five days, four nights without you
Three chances now to be boys
Take one last good look at me, baby
I'll disappear into the sky

But in the meantime (meantime), I'll break myself into a million pieces (pieces)
Hiding in the walls where no one sees me
In this cursed apartment, I'll be waiting, waiting for a chance to escape (waiting for a chance to escape)
But in the meantime, I'll break myself into a million pieces (But in the mean time, I'll break myself into a million pieces)
Hiding in the walls where no one sees me (Hiding in the walls where no one sees me)
In this cursed apartment, I'll be waiting, waiting for a chance to escape (In this cursed apartment, I'll be waiting, waiting for a chance to escape)