"long way home" lyrics

You are listening to arson green nostalgia
It's a long way home
XLHC
Youngburial

I-I-I-I-I learned my lesson
That night I passed out in the bushes
In front of all of us was all for all, I give no shit
I don't wanna be a VIP, it's awkward
I'ma stay at home and dim [?], it's absurd
I-I-I think I'm going back but I don't fall like them
They relax and watching TV while I make this shit
Fall out-fall out, lose my mind
I seem like I'm okay
Stressin' while I'm pushin' all this pain down

Wait, I'm not really like that
Too scared, backpedal, always getting sidetracks
(It's a long way home)
Always so lost in my thoughts
If you want to get me talking, gotta get me on the rocks
Make me fucked but I forgot
Now I took too many shots
Didn't know that I was capable of being what you want until you're sick of it
It was good to feel on top for a little bit

Youngburial

I-I-I-I-I learned my lesson
That night I passed out in the bushes
In front of all of us was all for all, I give no shit
I don't wanna be a VIP, it's awkward
I'ma stay at home and dim [?], it's absurd
I-I-I think I'm going back but I don't fall like them
They relax and watching TV while I made this shit
Fall out-fall out, lose my mind
I seem like I'm okay
Stressin' while I'm pushin' all this pain down

(It's a long way ho-o-o-o-me)
It's a long way home