"fire on the lake" lyrics

There's a fire on the lake
Missing all my friends and my family
More than I have
More than I have, have had before

Now I been sitting in the sun
And thinking about my adolescence, got me feeling on some type of way
No one saw me getting older
Used to love increasingly, bitter nostalgia, it's still autumn days
Sometimes I feel the earth [?]
Below my feet and it feels like I'm losing grip of my reality
No one told me that every year
Time moves faster and faster, then it slips, it slips away from me

There's a fire on the lake
Missing all my friends and my family
More than I have
More than I have, have had before