"notworthit" lyrics

Am I alive?
I opened out now, I'm shut off again
Am I alive?
I'm in a safe-room, I forgot the code

Oh I don't know, fine alone
I'm not expecting anything to change

Another knife goes in my back
And I can take another hit
But it's not worth it, it's not worth it
[?]
But it's not worth it, it's not worth it

Who am I to trust?
For my own wellbeing, need to find a space
Who am I to trust?
Never again will let anyone close

Oh I don't know, fine alone
I'm not expecting anything to change

Another knife goes in my back
And I can take another hit
But it's not worth it, it's not worth it
[?]
But it's not worth it, it's not worth it
(Not worth it)