"modern tourism" lyrics

Is she asking what I'm doing, if I'll call her again?
Did I invest in someone just to boost my ego again?
It's hard to separate the things we want from things we can't have
And if I'm happy with myself then am I really so bad?

I told my friends about you, they all think I'm doing you wrong
You don't know what it's like for someone to be leading you on
And I'm not talking to somebody I tried not to forget
So can I see you again?

I don't like to think about the things I've done or things I will do
I'm much more interesting to talk to once I've put back a few
Remember when you asked me if I think about you at all?
I don't remember what I said but you still answer my calls