"always emptiness" lyrics

I wanna fall off the face of the earth
And probably die
I tried laughing it off
But I'm gonna cry
I put myself into the ring
And I looked in to the bulls eyes
I did it for everyone else
I thought that it'd make them like me

But some things they never change
And I'll never fit
Drinking makes me insane
But being sober makes me fret
I light a cigarette to pass the time
But it's only as good as long as it's lit
It's hard to explain why I'm always down and out
It's just always emptiness

It's just always emptiness
It's just always emptiness

I wanna fall off the face of the earth
And probably die
I tried laughing it off
But I'm gonna cry
I wanna fall off the face of the earth
And probably die
I tried laughing it off
But I'm gonna cry