"Lost A Friend" lyrics

Why'd you put me in that situation
Best guess I have you caught some feelings
Words from a friend misunderstanding
Like I'm the one who's here to save yah

But that shovel's got your name on it
I don't care anymore how far you traveled
To see me lose a friend

So I called a plane like a lifeline
I could not find your intentions
Was it all a game or are you
Twisted on the inside
Next time I open up
I'll be better off keeping my trust
Under lock and key
Those Colorado mountains saving me
Thought I'd call you up like a lifeline
But all I'd find is a plane ride
And I'm feeling like I lost a friend

Gaslighting is no way to save this
When you're gambling with a guilty conscience
It's black and white no in between
Why's it seem you lost your cool
When I told you I was happy
But there's trouble with your name on it
I don't care anymore how far you traveled to see
Me lose a friend

So I called a plane like a lifeline
I could not find your intentions
Was it just a game or are you
Twisted on the inside
Next time I open up
I'll be better off keeping my trust
Under lock and key
Those Colorado mountains saving me
Thought I'd call you up like a lifeline
But all I'd find is a plane ride
And I'm feeling like I lost a friend

Or maybe I misunderstand
Your motives or what you had planned
A lifetime of friendship
Guess I'll keep my distance
Wish that I could take it back

Why couldn't you just tell me
Like just say that you're lonely
These dreams just keep repeating
Over and over and over

So I called a plane like a lifeline
I could not find your intentions
Was it just a game or are you
Twisted on the inside
Next time I open up
I'll be better off keeping my trust
Under lock and key
Those Colorado mountains saving me
Thought I'd call you up like a lifeline
But all I'd find is a plane ride
And I'm feeling like I lost a friend