"Bleeding" lyrics

If I dove into this darkness would you hold me by my hand
Could you tell your god you love this shell you see of such a broken man
If I died tonight would you remember me, yeeaahh
Or would you hate me for the man I've became

I had to get up and grind, I had to focus my brain
They called me out of my mind, they said that I was insane
They say that I can't shine 'cause I've seen too much rain
But I done passed that storm and I can beat it again
Yeahhhh
N' every night I get high
I've cried so much I can't cry
But all I ask, for y'all to pray for me, gang

God, I think my sanity's been slippin'
I'm lonely like the old me, feelin' like I'm locked in prison
And my brother shot himself, I lost my cousin to addiction
And my homie since a young'n got raided and started snitchin'
This is crazy, I swear it feels like a dream
I prolly shoulda said a nightmare, but you know what I mean
I need forgiveness in my life, I need my soul to be clean
'Cause I got things up on my chest that got a hold of me, G

If I dove into this darkness would you hold me by my hand
Could you tell your god you love this shell you see of such a broken man
If I died tonight would you remember me, yeeahhh
Or would you hate me for the man I've became

I had to get up and grind, I had to focus my brain
They called me out of my mind, they said that I was insane
They say that I can't shine 'cause I've seen too much rain
But I done passed that storm and I can beat it again
Yeahhhh
N' every night I get high
I've cried so much I can't cry
But all I ask, for y'all to pray for me, gang, yeeahhh
N' every night I get high
I've cried so much I can't cry
But all I ask for y'all to pray for me