"So Gone" lyrics
Ay, I battle this depression so I hate myself throughout the day
I can't apologize because I can't think of the words to say
I often ask myself if I should quit this and just fade away
They say that life's a game I wanna find another game to play
I'm swimmin' in these women, I'm addicted to this search for love
I give 'em what I'm givin', but I never seem to give enough
Everyday we're given this prescription, we can't give it up
No matter who I been with, I can't never seem to give 'em trust
Whoa, she's takin' her clothes off, she's sniffin' and wipin' her nose off, huh
She knows if I go off, I'mma hit that bitch 'til that bitch doze off, ohh
I treated her bad, she decided to go
I just wish I had chosen a different road
The songs I feel they have never been told
And my life as I know has a different flow
My life is so gone, I, sleep with my clothes on and a pistol in my hand, as I anticipate my end, yuhh
My life is so hard, I, send prayers up to your God, with a pistol in my hand
Because I'm such a broken man
You know that I been damned
See every night I go to sleep n' demons taunt me
Drownin' in my sorrows, as my imperfections haunt me
I'm absent in my mind, although I'm here with you in body
I question every day if anyone will ever want me, 'round
I'm so afraid to open up, crampin' all up in my guts, feel I'll never be enough, no, no, nooo
Like perfection is a must, and I'll admit that shit got tough
I had to make it out the mud, ya ya ya, gang
My life is so gone, I, sleep with my clothes on and a pistol in my hand, as I anticipate my end, yuh
My life is so hard, I, send prayers up to your God, with a pistol in my hand
Because I'm such a broken man
You know that I been damned
I can't apologize because I can't think of the words to say
I often ask myself if I should quit this and just fade away
They say that life's a game I wanna find another game to play
I'm swimmin' in these women, I'm addicted to this search for love
I give 'em what I'm givin', but I never seem to give enough
Everyday we're given this prescription, we can't give it up
No matter who I been with, I can't never seem to give 'em trust
Whoa, she's takin' her clothes off, she's sniffin' and wipin' her nose off, huh
She knows if I go off, I'mma hit that bitch 'til that bitch doze off, ohh
I treated her bad, she decided to go
I just wish I had chosen a different road
The songs I feel they have never been told
And my life as I know has a different flow
My life is so gone, I, sleep with my clothes on and a pistol in my hand, as I anticipate my end, yuhh
My life is so hard, I, send prayers up to your God, with a pistol in my hand
Because I'm such a broken man
You know that I been damned
See every night I go to sleep n' demons taunt me
Drownin' in my sorrows, as my imperfections haunt me
I'm absent in my mind, although I'm here with you in body
I question every day if anyone will ever want me, 'round
I'm so afraid to open up, crampin' all up in my guts, feel I'll never be enough, no, no, nooo
Like perfection is a must, and I'll admit that shit got tough
I had to make it out the mud, ya ya ya, gang
My life is so gone, I, sleep with my clothes on and a pistol in my hand, as I anticipate my end, yuh
My life is so hard, I, send prayers up to your God, with a pistol in my hand
Because I'm such a broken man
You know that I been damned
