"Party" lyrics

I know when you knock on my door
You're waiting for the drama of
The silhouette of who I was before
I scattered it like star dust

Champagne bottles, they lose their luster
When you leave them open for a little too long
And if you came here searching for a ghost town lover
To drink, dance, fuck and cry to the breakup songs

It's not that kind of party, it's not that kind of night
I'm sorry I can't always be the time of your life
I'd love to let you love me 'cause I'm that kind of whore
Who needed the attention I don't need anymore
It's not that kind of party

Girl, I could just rock on and roll
Like a dog and pony show
But that would be a lie, lie, lie you know
Just to make you happy, so
Keep the cake and the cheap confetti falling
This celebration's been a little too long
And if you came here searching for a good time, let me tell ya
Tequila ain't the reason that I'm so far gone

It's not that kind of party, it's not that kind of night
I'm sorry I can't always be the time of your life
I'd love to let you love me 'cause I'm that kind of whore
Who needed the attention I don't need anymore
It's not that kind of party

I don't wanna lose you
No, but I don't wanna lose me
I don't wanna lose me
I don't wanna lose you
No, but I don't wanna lose me
No, I don't wanna lose me

It's not that kind of party, it's not that kind of world
I used to be, but now I'm just not that kind of girl
I'd love to let you love me 'cause I'm that kind of whore
Who needed the attention I don't need anymore
It's not that kind of party