"Cool And Refreshing" lyrics

I'm so terrified of all the things I love
I know that I will lose them all one by one
But that's not what I think about when I look into the sky
I see sunlight that is blinding and it just hurts my eyes

And I'm trying to be fine but I lie
About the things I say will never die
Like memories, forgiveness, and the light inside my eyes

It's terrifying
It's totally fine

Think of me by the creek in cut-off jeans
Holding on to something that has meaning to me
Well, I don't really think my life will ever make me as happy
As Kaaterskill Creek

I'm trying to be good but I'm done
No wait, just kidding, I'm not
'Cause I still have that feeling of water above my knees
It's cool and refreshing
And that won't fade away