"Holdly" lyrics

I was raised by the river and the rocks
And the sun that shines over
The mountains before it gets dark
That holy night

And if I'm alone, I'll know it alone
What it feels like to not feel your body apart or the things
You love to feel
So I let it go

Hold me when I'm starting to cry
I don't want you see it
I'm sorry, I'm trying to look away
But you just look at me
Don't you want to believe in something
That changes the way you believe in nothing?
That unholy nothing that I wanna be

That unholy nothing
That unholy nothing
That unholy nothing
That unholy nothing that I wanna be
That unholy something
An unholy something