"Gloom Designs" lyrics

In my life, will I see the day
We can be face to face?
I was only 22 when I lost you
The world is changing
We're getting farther away

So the computer is getting pretty smart
And I'm turning 30 in a few months
Spending most of my life Gemini
Or finding something to get distracted by
It's not OK
It'll never be OK
Honestly I'm getting kinda sick of talking about this

Tequila soda
Hallucinate
Find some love
Then go to sleep
Dive into another state
Not really caring what happens to me
It's been a good time in the right places
It's been a bad time for a lot of humans

Is this a story just playing out in my head?
What do I hold inside my grip?
Is this love something that blends into the sky?
Or is it placed upon the counter top?
It's been a long time since we laughed until we cried
It's been a short time in the entirety of life

I want to know what exists between the veils
Make some sounds that no one wants to hear
Humanity what have we done to this?
Is there nothing left to trust?

Absolutely out of control
Can you love the cloud just floating around?
Jellyfish no brain but a wish
Classic decimation ends