"Started To Glow" lyrics

I'm thinking about dying again
The only thing that visits my head now
It's freezing cold, I just walked past a tree
The ice looks like a beautiful face staring up

I'm thinking about dying again
Checking to see if the mail has come yet
I'm in the sea, you're on the beach
Bicycle, car crash, peacefully asleep

But it's not like the rest
It's not like the emptiness
It isn't covered in earth
And I'm not closing my eyes

Are you an angel coming from the stars?
You cut your hair off and you started to glow

I dreamt about flying again
The air felt warm, I looked down at the trees
Everything I have wanted to say came out
I love you, oh, my God, we fucked up

But it's not like the rest
It doesn't feel like the end
It isn't faded and blurred
And I'm not closing my eyes

Are you the single voice I have always heard?
When will we fall down and become the dirt?