"Goodbye For Now" lyrics

Take a walk so I can feel something
I used to feel nothing
I read The Power of Now
But I'm still stuck in the past
Things that I've done before last in my head
And I think I'll probably laugh in the end
But for now, it's as hard as it gets
Phone Katie up, tell her that she's class
And pretend she's the lucky one
I think we both know how this whole thing goes
I'm away and miss you loads
Tell the kids I'm still in bold
Sonny thinks I'm Spider-Man
Funny thing is I can't cope
Want the highs and skip the lows
And I try and keep them close

All I do is feel ashamed
Feeling like I've been a ghost
Someone that I hardly knew
Someone that I hardly know
If you see me at a show
All I'll do is feel exposed
Not a need for me to boast
Can I be there, see them grow?
When they see me, do they know?
All I wanna feel is hot
All I do is feel alone
All my feelings feel alone
Like the lighthouse keeper on the coast
In my seeping clothes
Get home freezing cold
Heating on, sheets on toast
And pretend that everything I just said
Doesn't really matter

'Cause this is ya
Way too easy
No, no
Keep my crooked heart
You