"LYRIC BOOK BOY" lyrics
I don't even know where to start
No
I guess with my hand in my heart
I follow my gut or I follow my nerves
It's harder to tell 'em apart
If I were to say I'm an addict
An moving erratic
I blame it on art
In need of the wheel been losing control
In the passenger seat of the car
I fell out of love with myself
Don't wanna be something to sell
But my negativity started to grow
I turn into somebody else
I wanna be someone to love
I'm picking up one of the books I had, when I was young
Not one I can read but one I can sing
Remembering how it was sung
I'm honest. I'm bigger than I ever been
It is what it said on the tin
A million people that have an opinion 'bout things that they want me to sing
And I been taking it in
They want me to win
But then again I can forget how to swim
I feel like I'm drowning
It's all in my head
So, when you say "Where have you been?"
I been tryna figure this out
Like "Who am I as a man?"
But when I listen to some of the songs I released
It was part of the plan
It's time that I was accountable
Gimme that wheel. I'm driving
This is the bit where I follow the things I believe
And I pray it's immaculate timing
My talent is broad. I cover the board
There isn't a risk I couldn't afford
Checking my ego again 'cause I wanna leave
But wanna be fucking adored
I wanna just look at the sun
I'll let you know when I'm done
You can have all of my heart
There's plenty of pieces to come
I don't even know where to start
No
I guess with my hand in my heart
I follow my gut or I follow my nerves
It's harder to tell 'em apart
If I were to say I'm an addict
An moving erratic
I blame it on art
In need of the wheel been losing control
In the passenger seat of the car
I fell out of love with myself
Don't wanna be something to sell
But my negativity started to grow
I turn into somebody else
I wanna be someone to love
I'm picking up one of the books I had, when I was young
Not one I can read but one I can sing
Remembering how it was sung
I put my head in my hand
And I don't understand
Who I'm praying to but I'm alive
Life is a gamble and acting the man of the match
And I'm winning with one of a kind
Back in the lab and it helped me adapt
To a couple of things I can put to the side
I cannot compromise what I have wanted
By crashing the plane like Lord Of The Flies
Chip on my shoulder been ordering fries
I been on DND easily couple a months
If they need me, they're calling me twice
I wanna listen to all of the lights
With all of the lights off
And wonder where time gone
It's quarter to five
I think my point is
That we got two choices
It's either you live or you live in your mind
I don't even know where to start
No
I guess with my hand in my heart
I follow my gut or I follow my nerves
It's harder to tell 'em apart
If I were to say I'm an addict
An moving erratic
I blame it on art
In need of the wheel been losing control
In the passenger seat of the car
I fell out of love with myself
Don't wanna be something to sell
But my negativity started to grow
I turn into somebody else
I wanna be someone to love
I'm picking up one of the books I had, when I was young
Not one I can read but one I can sing
Remembering how it was sung
No
I guess with my hand in my heart
I follow my gut or I follow my nerves
It's harder to tell 'em apart
If I were to say I'm an addict
An moving erratic
I blame it on art
In need of the wheel been losing control
In the passenger seat of the car
I fell out of love with myself
Don't wanna be something to sell
But my negativity started to grow
I turn into somebody else
I wanna be someone to love
I'm picking up one of the books I had, when I was young
Not one I can read but one I can sing
Remembering how it was sung
I'm honest. I'm bigger than I ever been
It is what it said on the tin
A million people that have an opinion 'bout things that they want me to sing
And I been taking it in
They want me to win
But then again I can forget how to swim
I feel like I'm drowning
It's all in my head
So, when you say "Where have you been?"
I been tryna figure this out
Like "Who am I as a man?"
But when I listen to some of the songs I released
It was part of the plan
It's time that I was accountable
Gimme that wheel. I'm driving
This is the bit where I follow the things I believe
And I pray it's immaculate timing
My talent is broad. I cover the board
There isn't a risk I couldn't afford
Checking my ego again 'cause I wanna leave
But wanna be fucking adored
I wanna just look at the sun
I'll let you know when I'm done
You can have all of my heart
There's plenty of pieces to come
I don't even know where to start
No
I guess with my hand in my heart
I follow my gut or I follow my nerves
It's harder to tell 'em apart
If I were to say I'm an addict
An moving erratic
I blame it on art
In need of the wheel been losing control
In the passenger seat of the car
I fell out of love with myself
Don't wanna be something to sell
But my negativity started to grow
I turn into somebody else
I wanna be someone to love
I'm picking up one of the books I had, when I was young
Not one I can read but one I can sing
Remembering how it was sung
I put my head in my hand
And I don't understand
Who I'm praying to but I'm alive
Life is a gamble and acting the man of the match
And I'm winning with one of a kind
Back in the lab and it helped me adapt
To a couple of things I can put to the side
I cannot compromise what I have wanted
By crashing the plane like Lord Of The Flies
Chip on my shoulder been ordering fries
I been on DND easily couple a months
If they need me, they're calling me twice
I wanna listen to all of the lights
With all of the lights off
And wonder where time gone
It's quarter to five
I think my point is
That we got two choices
It's either you live or you live in your mind
I don't even know where to start
No
I guess with my hand in my heart
I follow my gut or I follow my nerves
It's harder to tell 'em apart
If I were to say I'm an addict
An moving erratic
I blame it on art
In need of the wheel been losing control
In the passenger seat of the car
I fell out of love with myself
Don't wanna be something to sell
But my negativity started to grow
I turn into somebody else
I wanna be someone to love
I'm picking up one of the books I had, when I was young
Not one I can read but one I can sing
Remembering how it was sung
