"In Pursuit" lyrics

In pursuit of something
In pursuit of something I can't find
Hold me like it's love then
Hold me like you like you love me through the night
If I can't sleep
I can't sleep
So I dream
And you can't see
You can't see
What I see

And you won't see
You won't see
You don't see
You don't see

Certain things
Need help and work on things
No time for certain people
Who
See the worst in things
See the world is work in progress
Underwater wash my sins
When I walk it's where I notice
In my thoughts is where I've been
There all day
Comfortable in the scariest place
Comfortable in the darkest moment
Take it on like face to face
Won't move backwards
All I know from now is new chapters
New mortgage
Cars and new laptops
More people talking
New actors
So much pressure
Me 6 months ago
I'm so much better
My brains so busy
I'm not lonely ever
Don't know wether
To laugh or cry
The hardest time
The darkest nights
All of it passed me by

Deeply I want this
At one point was speaking to doctors
That's just one small part of the journey
That small part of the journey I felt lost in

Wow
Life full of ups and downs
Happy faces some have grumps and frowns
But I'm alright all round
So grateful
Don't like me COOL, I don't hate you
Don't believe in God, but still faithful
Don't believe in God but I know angels
So maybe I should
In pursuit of something good
Think that I'm there already