"Nothing New Under The Sun" lyrics

Spin the atlas in my studio
Thinking all the places in the world
Me and you could go
Wish that I could be the person you used to know
If I wasn't this
Would you stick, only you would know
Like to think you would
You know, even without sunny
Even if I'm broke and brass
Even without money
I think I'm ungrateful
I'm not unfaithful
But my son saved me
And my mum rates you
It's about balance
Not a horse and carriage
I got more to manage
Mortgage and baggage
More things I'm planning
More gigs from rapping
Not trips to Paris
More like shits in nappies
But I wouldn't change a thing
Not one
Yeah I lose focus more times than once
I think that my journey here has just begun
They say there's nothing new that's under the sun

Got my hair done cause I'm insecure
Got my flair from when they wouldn't let me through the door
Round in circles
But I get a round of applause
Felt weird coming home
Coming back off tour
Uncle mark died
Wish that I had seen em all more
But I wasn't there for them
So I should say no more
Feels weird I got family almost like they're abroad
How I much see em
Why don't we see each other more
Always
Lose focus don't we
But we think it's rosy
I don't see my brother
Think he hardly knows me
Yeah it's sad and
I'll take the blame for that
All the things I stole off you I should pay you back
I was 15
Just a kid, who was major gassed
I remember all them days, all the days we had
I think my journey here has just begun
They say that there's nothing new that's under the sun