"Utah" lyrics

I told you I be around
You told me you be in town
I told you I need to see
You told me you hope it relaxes me
To see the way we laughed in the pictures
And maybe I can try and me remember
Who we were

Before it took a toll on me
Before my friends stop knowing me
Before Janay was over me
Before they broke the hope in me
Before they stole the most of me
Before my mind ran way too fast to control
Before I lost the girl I know loved me the most

(Before I die you know I tried)

Still ain't call my mom enough
Know I fucked that girl too much
Feeling like it's over and I know I can't wait
I ain't safe
Can't escape
No matter what I tried
Still can't clear my mind up
You said Utah's beautiful this time of year can it fix me?

This time next year will you miss me?

I told you to save a spot
You told me you ain't forgot
I hope you remember me as
Who we used to be
Now I'm playing hookie from school
18th birthday we got crooked tattoos
But I'm good as long as you was Matching with me
Know I do it as long as you was clapping for me
These days too stuck in my head now
These days walkin with my

Head down
Back then reading Eastbay
Tryna see straight
Tryna be great
Ain't no restarts when it relay
Runnin through life
Runnin through life
I got my knee scraped
Wanna do right
Wanna do right
Or should I be safe?

My memories are fading
I need a way to save em
I put em in a song
I thought you be there for me
You say you'd be there for me
You said you'd be here
You said you'd be there (you said you'd never change)