"Gone Again" lyrics

I miss my van, I miss the lightning
That used to flash the highway lines that ran in front of me
You took my hand and pointed northbound
Said you could go as far as crying eyes could see

So I took quick to the drivers seat
And threw my friends in the back
I felt your wind beating down on me
And we drove until we thought the road would crack

We felt like shit, it felt amazing
The subtle laziness of running down a dream
And every bar that we would close down
There'd be a final drink to get us back to sleep

Can you see now why I'm feeling blue?
This cracked throat is dried out, I sing to you
And running's all I know how to do
But at last I think I'm finally running home to you

Late at night as we lay in bed
And you hold me close and you pull me in
Somewhere far comes a rustling wind
And it calls to me and when you wake I'm gone again