"Who I Am" lyrics

Early in the morning as I'm laying there
Through the window I can taste a bit of summer air
Wipe the bad decisions from my bloody eyes
The reflection of a man I couldn't recognize

I had a whole, lot, of nothing to do
With the money in my pocket I was burning through
I bought a big, fat, bag of cocaine
And I swore to mother Mary I would never change

Standing at the corner of a wooden bar
Drinking dollar margaritas from a pickle jar
Laughing at a joke I heard a thousand times
From a girl I hadn't seen since I was twenty five

We lit an old, flame, by fanning the smoke
From a fire I thought had died I guess you never know
She had a half, pack, of Marlboro lights
And we killed the motherfucker by the morning time

I don't know who I am, anymore
I don't know who I am, anymore

Mama always told me I would be okay
Had a family who would love me any sorta way
Finally growing tired of being out alone
Packed a bag and bought a ticket that would take me home

She slammed the front, door, right in my face
Said I love you but you're gonna have to go away
You think you're smart, son, you're dumber than shit
Just a man who's walking round like he's a little kid

I don't know who I am, anymore
I don't know who I am, anymore
But if I prove I can, be the man I swear I am
I don't know who I am, anymore

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