"Darkside" lyrics

I feel the war inside I wage
From all the chaos I create
It's taking over, eating me alive
I'm cutting ties with my dark side

Going under the surface
Tell myself I deserve this
Bleeding out till I'm worthless
I feel the darkness creeping in
The beginning of the end

Every minute alive feels like a waste of time
It's like I'm sick in my mind, and I'm just waiting to find out
If living's a lie, then all the pain that's inside
Has got me wishing that I would be afraid to die now
Are you afraid to die?

I feel the war inside I wage
From all the chaos I create
It's taking over, eating me alive
I feel the poison in my veins
But all the trauma and the pain
Will never take the life out of my eyes
And cut ties with my dark side

I feel it living in my mind, filling me with lies
It's killing me inside, another plague just never dies
And I can't escape
But I've tried to find a way out

I'm sick of living through the worst, give into the curse
A bullet and a hearse, it's all the same but I won't die
And I can't escape
But I'll find, I'll find a way out

I feel it in my bones
It's here to tie my thoughts to a sinking stone, and now
It's drowning me, it won't let go

I feel the war inside I wage
From all the chaos I create
It's taking over, eating me alive
I feel the poison in my veins
But all the trauma and the pain
Will never take the life out of my eyes
I'm cutting ties with my dark side

I'm burning to the ground, I'm gonna feed the fire
With the beating heart of a monster
Lead 'em like a lamb to the slaughter
And burn it all to the fucking ground
It can't plague me now

Yeah, the war inside I wage
From all the chaos I create
But all the poison in my veins
The trauma and the pain
I'm cutting ties with my dark side
The war I wage
Is in my veins
I close my eyes
And cut ties with my dark side
Oh
I'm cutting ties with my dark side