"(Not) Psycho" lyrics

I got a million demons screaming up inside my head
They're looking for a reason for someone to find me dead
They're always scheming like they wanna try to be my friend
Except they're dreaming for a way to lay me down to rest

All the terror that I always felt inside my chest
Can't compare to the feeling of a mind that's possessed
Sometimes I feel like I'm cursed more than I'm feeling blessed
I think it's best that I lay my demons down to rest

I feel the hate when I breathe in
I feel insane for no reason
I hear it tell me when I dive off the deep end
"Check out any time you like, but you ain't ever leaving"
You ain't ever leaving

I swear I'm okay
I killed the monsters in my head
And there is no way
They're ever coming back again
But I keep the voices around me
So I feel like I'm not alone
They feel like home
They know I'm not a psycho

They keep talking, and I swear to God I'm gonna lose it
Every thought, they chew me up until I bite the bullet
Ready, aim, kill the pain in my brain with a taste of the grave
Are you insane?

I feel the hate when I breathe in
I feel insane for no reason
I hear it tell me when I dive off the deep end
"Check out any time you like, but you ain't ever leaving"

I swear I'm okay
I killed the monsters in my head
And there is no way
They're ever coming back again
But I keep the voices around me
So I feel like I'm not alone
They feel like home
They know I'm not a psycho

There's nothing louder than the silence
The evil hides until it tells me, "Bring the violence"
My head is a mess, it's becoming dead and reckless
Get out, get out, get out of my fucking mind

I swear I'm okay
I killed the monsters in my head
And there is no way
They're ever coming back again
But I keep the voices around me
So I feel like I'm not alone
They feel like home
They know I'm not
They know I'm not a psycho
I'm not a fucking psycho