"Evergreen" lyrics

I sat and watched TV for two days
I think my mom is gonna miss me
Can't say that I've been doing well
Therapy told me Jesus loves me more than I love myself

I woke up choking on my vomit
I couldn't clean it out the carpet
Oh, my anxiety's a real bitch
Maybe I can drink to death before all my friends
And all I've learned is

There's no truth that's not worth lying for
Heaven ain't no place worth dying for
Love is all that you'll ever need
To keep your sadness evergreen
Bite your tongue so you don't say you're sorry
All that God has ever felt this lonely
Love is all that you'll ever need
To keep your sadness evergreen, you know

I'm worried nothing ever leaves here
I think there's cancer in all my prayers
I'm gonna cry if I don't laugh
So if the joke's on me am I just sad on my own behalf
I know, I know
The world is sick of it
I know, I know
I fucked it up again
I wouldn't wish loving me on any of my enemies

There's no truth that's not worth lying for
Heaven ain't no place worth dying for
Love is all that you'll ever need
To keep your sadness evergreen
Bite your tongue so you don't say you're sorry
All that God has ever felt this lonely
Love is all that you'll ever need
To keep your sadness evergreen, you know

Oh, oh, oh
All God
Has ever felt is lonely
Lover, won't you hold me
Take me back or take me home

There's no truth that's not worth lying for
Heaven ain't no place worth dying for
Love is all that you'll ever need
To keep your sadness evergreen
Bite your tongue so you don't say you're sorry
All that God has ever felt this lonely
Love is all that you'll ever need
To keep your sadness evergreen, you know