"Malphas" lyrics

Hands are wrapping around my neck - again
A really tight grip I can't fight back - I can't
They block my air I can hardly breathe - in
I am begging but they won't release - me

Give me time - to go uphill
But right now - I'm on a treadmill
Every move - is a setback
All I try - is a misstep

Oh my god I have wasted
Too much time with this hatred
I'm really losing my patience
I'm possessed by a Malphas

I get pushed down to stay close to hell - and burn
I feel so crushed this is my farewell
When I stand up the ground turns to dust
There's no support, I've given up

Oh my god I have wasted
Too much time with this hatred
I'm really losing my patience
It's been ruling me for ages
Tell me who I could have been
Without this chaos in my brain
I'm really losing my patience
I'm possessed by a Malphas
You're possessed by a Malphas
You're possessed by a Malphas

Decay
Brick by brick
It takes all hope from me, me, me
Give me time - to go uphill
But right now - I'm on a treadmill
All I try - leaves me hopeless

Oh my god I have wasted
Too much time with this hatred
I'm really losing my patience
It's been ruling me for ages
Tell me who I could have been
Without this chaos in my brain
I'm really losing my patience
I'm possessed by a Malphas
I'm possessed by a Malphas
I'm possessed by a Malphas
Malphas
I'm possessed by a Malphas