"Mid Years" lyrics

Gonna raise a glass to all my broken hopes and dreams
Gonna make a toast to myself, doubting self esteem
Talking to my mirror but she don't know
Get myself together I'm a no-show
I'll be home for dinner if I don't lose track of time
My mother raised a sinner but I don't think she minds
Read it in the tea leaves, I knew better
Told our game to strangers, see ya later

Traded all the chips I doubt
Then walk home chucks hit the ground

It's keeping me guessing
Now I'm stressing
And I'm losing all control
Opposites attract and all that crap
Oh I'm barely holding on
Creeping up I'm paralysed
Don't know where to fall
It's keeping me guessing
Keeping me guessing

Parked outside my house staring at my steering wheel
The answers that I circle gonna be the big reveal
Hyperventilating in the bathroom
Just give a minute I'll be out soon

Tried to call the lines I doubt
Then walk home chucks hit the ground

It's keeping me guessing
Now I'm stressing
And I'm losing all control
Opposites attract and all that crap
Oh I'm barely holding on
Creeping up I'm paralysed
Don't know where to fall
It's keeping me guessing
Keeping me guessing

Bittersweet but it's the end
Tried my best but can't pretend
Crossed the line just to begin
Never do that shit again

It's keeping me guessing
Now I'm stressing
And I'm losing all control
Opposites attract and all that crap
Oh I'm barely holding on
Creeping up I'm paralysed
Don't know where to fall
It's keeping me guessing
Keeping me guessing