"More Than I Deserve" lyrics

I don't wanna write these words
Cause I know you'll hear them
And I'm sure you'll fear them
And I don't ever wanna to hurt you
So if you're scared
Then be prepared

To fight for you and I when I finally snap
And try to end it all like I've done in the past
I swear I'm trying but I keep finding
Something inside that's still holding me back

Maybe this time I'll get it right
And we'll make it work, but
I can't find why I'm not satisfied
And it's getting worse
I see the forest through the trees
But somehow can't look past the leaves
It's not your fault I'm so unsure
You love me more than I deserve

I'm running underwater
Caught in thought
And not getting anywhere
Forever feels so sudden
My lungs are flooding
I'm gasping for air

I suffocate, afraid to be so anchored down
I feel the weight and pressure coming now
I swear I'm trying but I keep finding
I'm still fighting doubt, can I figure it out?

Maybe this time I'll get it right
And we'll make it work, but
I can't find why I'm not satisfied
And it's getting worse
I see the forest through the trees
But somehow can't look past the leaves
It's not your fault I'm so unsure
You love me more, you love me more
You love me more than I deserve

Maybe this time I'll get it right
And we'll make it work, but
I can't find why I'm not satisfied
And it's getting worse
I see the forest through the trees
But somehow can't look past the leaves
It's not your fault I'm so unsure
You love me more, you love me more
You love me more than I deserve