"Every Aching Minute" lyrics

"Every Aching Minute"

Heavy it is to be terribly lost like me
Right when things were looking up
Took a turn while en route to the top
Me and my self belief have never felt so distant
All these years of having her around
Our communication's broken down with ease

I'm at a new low, exceedingly sad
No sign that it'll soon pass
Outside the house I can mask it
An actress in a past life I guess I must've been
But what I'd give to flee this scene
Call cut, please I'm begging
I sing the words in hope they will set in

All in good time, these low blows will become lessons
I'll be alright, won't try sidestep this processing
Stare in it's eyes, hold it's face, swear to stay with it
Knowing when it subsides that I gave it every aching minute

Heavy it is to lose a love you thought would choose you
Knowing you were at your lowest point
Hurry to you when hearing the pain in your voice
Easy to push the bruise when you were so good together
Only love, no malicious intent
But what a way to prove it wasn't meant to be

I have a new take on it every hour
Cathartic cry every shower
The "what if"s hold so much power
The obsessing turns it sour
But the writing was on the wall
And the right thing was making the call
So stop second guessing
And sing the words in hope they will set in

All in good time, these low blows will become lessons
I'll be alright, won't try sidestep this processing
Stare in it's eyes, hold it's face, swear to stay with it
Knowing when it subsides that I gave it every aching minute

Grief is a guide to the answers we keep hidden
Love never dies, it just changes it's position
And all in good time, these low blows will become lessons
I'll be alright, won't try sidestep this processing
Stare in it's eyes, hold it tight, breathe out, be in it
Knowing when it subsides that I can bid it goodbye
I can let in the light
Until then, we're intertwined
Giving it every aching minute


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