"Holiday Season" lyrics
It's 3 PM where you are, baby
The sky's already fallen dark
Is it snowing in the park
Since morning here it's been raining
It's cozy and calm like you love
So you're all that I can think of
I swore by November
I'd have turned some kind of corner with it
Learned of life without you in it
And started to adapt
But as the holiday season
Comes around I've got new reasons
To send myself mad
Over losing all we had
While your work's going well
I work to get through it
While you see the world
I'm seeing therapists
You had a great day
I had a full breakdown
Grief's with me always now
It's easy picturing you happy
When it's what you share
But if you're picturing me happy too
Know I'm not yet there
2 years back, do you remember
Both of us dressed in sea-foam green?
Spending Christmas with my family
A faultless and festive December
"To be loved, it is to be seen"
I understand now what it can mean
I think I wrote the word "forever"
In your greeting card, though I never
Talked about the future out of fear I'd get it wrong
And now as the holiday season
Comes around I've got good reason
Not to wonder why
Dreams with no foundation die
But your work's going well
I work to get through it
You're seeing the world
I'm seeing therapists
You had a great day
I had a full breakdown
Grief's with me always now
But somehow, despite the hurt
Maybe all of this is worth it
If it leads you to win
Reach the pot of gold you're chasing
I'll be there to cheer you on
Our love embedded in every song
You had a great day
And you deserve it too
All good things, after all we have been through
So I'm picturing you happy
And it's what I want
But if you're picturing me happy too
Just know I'm not
It's easy picturing you happy
When it's what you post
But if you're picturing me happy too
Know that I'm not close
Is it snowing in the park
The sky's already fallen dark
Is it snowing in the park
Since morning here it's been raining
It's cozy and calm like you love
So you're all that I can think of
I swore by November
I'd have turned some kind of corner with it
Learned of life without you in it
And started to adapt
But as the holiday season
Comes around I've got new reasons
To send myself mad
Over losing all we had
While your work's going well
I work to get through it
While you see the world
I'm seeing therapists
You had a great day
I had a full breakdown
Grief's with me always now
It's easy picturing you happy
When it's what you share
But if you're picturing me happy too
Know I'm not yet there
2 years back, do you remember
Both of us dressed in sea-foam green?
Spending Christmas with my family
A faultless and festive December
"To be loved, it is to be seen"
I understand now what it can mean
I think I wrote the word "forever"
In your greeting card, though I never
Talked about the future out of fear I'd get it wrong
And now as the holiday season
Comes around I've got good reason
Not to wonder why
Dreams with no foundation die
But your work's going well
I work to get through it
You're seeing the world
I'm seeing therapists
You had a great day
I had a full breakdown
Grief's with me always now
But somehow, despite the hurt
Maybe all of this is worth it
If it leads you to win
Reach the pot of gold you're chasing
I'll be there to cheer you on
Our love embedded in every song
You had a great day
And you deserve it too
All good things, after all we have been through
So I'm picturing you happy
And it's what I want
But if you're picturing me happy too
Just know I'm not
It's easy picturing you happy
When it's what you post
But if you're picturing me happy too
Know that I'm not close
Is it snowing in the park
