"blue" lyrics

Sorry I'm blue
Just thought that you knew
That I'm fucked up in the head
It's conscious, it's nothing new
Just wanted to talk to you
But that's been impossible
Baby, you know you're unstoppable
Breaking me down to the follicle
Fuck what you know, either you love me or leave me alone
Turning your back when I need you the most
I'm in my bed with the sheets on my head like a ghost
Drift to the coast, I don't need anything here but my coat
Boarding my bus and I'm seated in coach
Hopping right off and I'm sparkin' my roach
I'm just so high and I thought you should know
Level is nothing I know
I'm on a cloud overseas looking down at your boat
Fuck what I'm feeling, removing that lump from my throat
I'm speaking up 'cause I'm dying alone
Where the fuck are you? I'm calling your phone

Where the fuck are you? I'm calling your phone, yeah
Where the fuck are you? I'm calling your phone
Why are they calling you're bad to the bone
Running my mouth on the shit I don't know
I'm just afraid of the monsters I grow

Falling asleep without saying goodnight
Missing the touch of your lips when I cry
Sleeping alone's never easy at night
Feel like a cunt when I tell you I'm fine
Problems align in the back of my head
Fuck it all up, again and again
Exhale the words that I shouldn't have said
Hoping my bed will just swallow me dead

How come you never asked me why?
I... guess I just assumed you'd tell me when you wanted me to know
Do you like music?
Do you like breathing?