"Pretty" lyrics

Make me feel pretty, will I still feel dumb?
Kind of feels like I'm the only one
My eyes are burnt out from the blue light
Where would I look if I look away?

I've spent my whole life here in technicolor
So you don't see me in this way
And I'll retreat to the only place I know I can hide
I only feel like a real person when I've spent the whole week inside
Wherever was your color

Since I let you in
Since I let you in
I wish you'd leave me undiscovered
Wouldn't have to hear from your friends

Buying drugs from a website, Hail Mary for progress
I'll do whatever it takes, I just won't be honest
And I'll retreat to the only place I know I can hide
I only feel like a real person when I've spent the whole week inside
And how many days would it take for you to notice I'm gone?
Till the welcome mat's swallowed up, and you can't stomach the rot
Or 'cause the neighbors never call to complain now that the music sucks