"choker" lyrics

I keep it on me like a fail-safe
Remindin' me of where you first kissed
I like the feelin' of plastic lace
'Cause it's you
I try and try but never take it off
Just like an X, you really claimed your spot
We are so distant, so much time and space
I miss you

My choker keeps you closer when she's goin' down on me
Got me smokin', suffocatin', tryin' to see you through the green
When I close my eyes, you're mine, mine, mine
But when I'm with her, I lie, lie, lie
Lie, lie, lie
Lie, lie

Hold me so tight, I'm fighting for my breath
Can't keep pretendin' that I'm thinkin' straight
I'm out here tryin' to fill the hole you left
So I do
Leave memories of you in my secret place
But not everything I want I can keep
Patterns of you on my skin I can trace
So I do

My choker keeps you closer when she's going down on me
Got me smokin', suffocatin', tryin' to see you through the green
When I close my eyes you're mine, mine, mine
But when I'm with her, I lie, lie, lie
Lie, lie, lie
Lie, lie

Hookin' up with everyone I come across
Party every night just trying to move on
Doin' things that don't feel like me at all
Girl, I'm tryin' to move on
Girl, I'm tryin' to move on