"postcard" lyrics

I miss your face
Stupid way you say
Hi, hello, goodbye
Since the day you left
I've been obsessed
All the things you said
And your silence

Tape your postcards to my wall
Trace the edges of them all
When summer hits, it hits so hard
So send me a postcard

I think I'm actively
Seeking sadness in me
Ways to be deceived
Ways to grieve, ways to grieve, ways to grieve
Grief takes me like a thief
I'm shopping for release
Buying things that I don't need
So I don't

Hold your postcards against my heart
Sing your name into the dark
When summer hits, it hits so hard
So send me a postcard

Why can't you write me to say it's nothing?
'Cause I wanna believe
All the words that you promised me
I hate that I'm all alone in my dreams
Wanting you wanting me
But your silence says everything

I blame myself
I feel like it helps
To tell you how it felt

So now I
Send you one from me instead
There's no return, no final threat
When next summer hits, it hits so hard
You feel it wherever you are
Wherever you are

So now you
Burn the pieces in your room
Cut me out until it's ruined
When next summer hits, it hits so hard
You feel it wherever you are
Wherever you are