"heavun" lyrics

Will time spur healing to secure
A concealed feeling from the wealthy to the poor
Who've had a taste of the impure?
Heaven only knows where to find the hidden cure

And time spurs healing to the kind
But drives some crazy leaving them out of a mind
Yet, I lay hopeless and stay blind

'Cause heaven only knows
How I've longed for you
Waiting for years so blue
A girl should never share her truth

So who the hell am I?
Blindly struck in the one place
I had tried, oh so hard to hide
I'll pick up my stride for a touch of your wild side

Recover, recover the remnants of my pride
If I touch myself, still the need will not subside
I wondered why (I wondered why)
Now, I can't deny

Heaven only knows how I've longed for you (For you)
Waiting for years so blue (So blue)
Said goodbye to my virtue (Virtue)
While the minute hand ticked off my youth (My youth)
But a girl should never share her truth

So who the hell am I?
Blindly struck in the one place
I had tried oh so hard to hide
I'll swallow my pride

I'll swallow my pride
To be by your side, oh
I'll, I'll swallow my