"Make It Make Sense" lyrics

I used to say, "When (When)
Is it gonna work?"
Yeah, my friends think I'm a jerk
Yeah, I'm crazy, I'm berserk
I pretend (-tend)
Like everything is fine
But there's so much on my mind
And I always feel behind
I've been (Been)
The truth of myself
Don't worry 'bout your health
Go ahead and get this wealth
You can mend (Mend)
Bridges when you can
When you are the man they understand

I breakdown, I cry, cry, cry
And why, I don't know, know, know
And yes, I deny-ny-ny
Feelings I don't show, show, show
As hard I try, try, try
I'm losing control-trol-trol
I have no defense (-fense)
Please make it make sense (Sense)
Please make it make sense

And now it's like when (When)
Am I gonna see
Everything I hope to be
Well it's all in front of me,
And I pretend (-tend)
Like I need more
And the ones I do it for,
Same ones that I ignore,
I bend (Bend)
Reality and dreams,
Need to think about life
And all that it means
Need to mend (Mend)
Heal the ones I've hurt
'Cause tomorrow I could end up in the dirt

I breakdown, I cry, cry, cry
And why, I don't know, know, know
And yes, I deny-ny-ny
Feelings I don't show, show, show
As hard I try, try, try
I'm losing control-trol-trol
I have no defense (-fense)
Please make it make sense (Sense)
Please make it make sense

Tryna be strong, and I'm tryna stay steady
But these tears keep falling like confetti
I know the truth is ugly, and I ain't afraid of Betty
Dealing with these family matters when my wins low, word to Eddy
Ironic I'm tryna sitcom
Introvert, MySpace
Even back then I ain't get time
So I went and put it on wax like lip balm
Had to unload or explode, legit bomb

Cry, cry, cry
Why, I don't know, know, know
Yes, I deny-ny-ny
Feelings don't show, show, show
Hard as I try, try, try
Losing control-trol-trol
I have no defense
Can somebody make it make sense?

Everything is going to be alright
Yes, it is
It is