"The Start" lyrics

Way, trying to find you
[?] what words pushed you away

You said
Why can't you love like the rest of us?
Answers to the downfall was when I questioned us
And I remember the moment they started testing us
Worse part about it is they'd all got the best of us
But I oversaw that we would bounce back
Hope I was banking on, where your account's at
And I know this a shot in the dark
If you wanna take it back to the start, I'm on my way

Way, trying to find you
[?] what words pushed you away
Yeah, I'm on my way, lean on my shoulder
Step [?] let's go back to the start

Can we take it all back like we never said it?
Can we live and forgive and then forget it?
And I know how this all might look
Yeah, I was an open book, just pretend that you never read it
Not where we both been but where we might go
And I'm tryna back it up, kinda like a typo
Got me feeling psycho and you know I fight so
Lance Armstrong, I'm just tryna break your cycle, yeah
And maybe this is too hard
'Cause words cut deep and we just too scarred
Maybe we just don't heal, maybe you just don't feel
The same way I feel with the problem at hand, and we don't deal
Can't understand how long we been apart
Friendship was beautiful and I missed the art
And I know that this a shot in the dark
If you tryna take it back to the start, I'm on my way

Way, trying to find you
[?] what words pushed you away
Yeah, I'm on my way, lean on my shoulder
Step [?] let's go back to the start

Lean on my shoul—
Let's go back to the start
Lean on my shoul—
Let's go back to the start

I've been waiting up all night, letting you play game
Communicating lies, calling me dead names, yeah
I'm looking for closure, yeah