"Running Away" lyrics

I can't bare to look
At the reflection in the mirror
Cracks are always clearer in the light
I've spent my whole life
Thinking on my feet
And leaving it all behind

Searching for the strength
That I could never find
Will I find hope
Or am I fucking losing my mind?
And I'll admit I've spent my whole life terrified
Running away is the only thing I felt was mine

Running away, I can't escape
I'm falling off the deep end, deep end
I'll lie and say that I'm okay
But don't act so surprised when
I'm running away again

I regret the emotions
That I've never shown
All of this pain
And yet I've still refused to grow
Wasting so much of my energy
Trying to stay
When I'll probably up and fucking leave

Searching for the strength
That I could never find
Running away is the only thing I felt was mine

Running away, I can't escape
I'm falling off the deep end, deep end
I'll lie and say that I'm okay
But don't act so surprised when
I'm running away again

I'm running away again
I'm running away again
(Locked inside my head)

Running away, I can't escape
I'm falling off the deep end
I'll lie and say that I'm okay
But don't act so surprised when
I'm running away again
I'm running away again
I'll lie and say that I'm okay
But don't act so surprised when
I'm running away again
Running...