"Thick As Blood" lyrics

A voice I loved, it haunts the walls
It gives me hope, then takes it all
I've lost the only chance I had
To show I ever cared

A home I lost, this life I cursed
I somehow made things worse

If you were here with me
Would you be proud to see?
How empty I've become
Are bonds as thick as blood?
If you were here with me
I'd never need
A reason to feel numb
Our bond's as thick as blood

A face I miss shows in my dreams
Too far to touch, too close for peace
I'll die with the regret of knowing
I was never there

All this time, I could've tried
Never thought that there'd be a day you'd die
Tragedy strikes, you paid the price
And I hate myself for not saying goodbye

If you were here with me
Would you be proud to see
How empty I've become?
Are bonds as thick as blood?
If you were here with me
I'd never need
A reason to feel numb
Our bond's as thick as blood

The only lesson I ever learned from life:
What's truly lost can never be found

Let me say I'm sorry for everything
You didn't deserve to suffer such a cruel fate
I blame myself and wallow in misery
Just barely breathing

If you were here with me
I'd never need
A reason to feel numb
Our bond's as thick as blood

If you were here with me
Would you be proud to see
How empty I've become?
Are bonds as thick as blood?
If you were here with me
I'd never need
A reason to feel numb
Our bond's as thick as blood