"The War Was With Myself" lyrics

The war was with myself
But you was in the middle
Getting hit with the cross fire
Hands in the air
And hauling down flags

The war was with myself
And I just kept shooting
When you was tryna help me
Lay down my arms
And give up the fight

The war was with myself
But your the one that's bloody
I miss how you'd love me
When no one else would
How'd you stick around

The war was with myself
But your turn [?] changing
And I don't have the strength
To doctor you up
The way that you would me

This war is with myself
Oh my God I can't beat him
I'm not worthy of your help
Put me on the shelf
Like everybody else
'Cause this war is with myself

Yeah the war is with myself
And you still in the middle
Hands in the air
And hauling down flags
But the war was with myself